La sensación que siento es abrumadora. Es decepción, es sentir que damos un paso adelante y retrocedemos tres. Es frustrante saber que pase lo que pase ella siempre lo sabrá, inclusive antes que yo. No se da cuenta de que es mi enemiga, que ambas nos odiamos mutuamente. Que yo quisiera ignorarla, pero es el mismo Christian quién hace que no sea así. Sin querer he abierto su correo y he comprendido que ha estado con ella, y con ella se ha emborrachado, en lugar de estar en casa, conmigo, hablando lo que nos ocurre.
Sin poder evitarlo he buscado más correos, que no hallo, pero eso no disipa mis dudas. Tomo una decisión: puesto que la ha preferido a ella, no dormiré con él. Que se encuentre solo en la cama, cuando mañana amanezca. Nunca nos había pasado algo tan grave, exceptuando cuando nuestra ruptura. Pero ésto es diferente; ha rechazado a este hijo nuestro, un hijo engendrado con amor, con deseo, aunque no buscado. Pero estas cosas ocurren cuando se es tan promiscuo como lo somos nosotros. Sé que se volverá loco al no encontrarme, pero creo que debo hacerlo y lo haré #FiftyShadesFreed
TRANSLATE:
The feeling I feel is overwhelming. It is disappointment, it is feeling that we take a step forward and go back three. It is frustrating to know that whatever happens she will always know, even before me. He does not realize that she is my enemy, that we both hate each other. I would like to ignore it, but it is the same Christian who makes it not so. Unintentionally I opened his mail and I understood that he has been with her, and with her he has gotten drunk, instead of being at home, with me, talking about what happens to us.
Without being able to avoid it I have looked for more emails, which I do not find, but that does not dispel my doubts. I take a decision: since he has preferred it to her, I will not sleep with him. That he is alone in bed, when tomorrow dawns. Never had something so serious happened to us, except when we broke up. But this is different; He has rejected this son of ours, a son begotten with love, with desire, though not sought. But these things happen when you are as promiscuous as we are. I know he'll go crazy not finding me, but I think I should do it and I'll do it #FiftyShadesFreed
Autoría del relato: 1996rosafermu. Basado en la trilogía de E.L. James, Cincuenta Sombras de Grey
Ilustraciones: Capturas de Freed
Editado en: Fifty Forever Official Facebook Group. Juklio ¡, 24 de 2018
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Sin poder evitarlo he buscado más correos, que no hallo, pero eso no disipa mis dudas. Tomo una decisión: puesto que la ha preferido a ella, no dormiré con él. Que se encuentre solo en la cama, cuando mañana amanezca. Nunca nos había pasado algo tan grave, exceptuando cuando nuestra ruptura. Pero ésto es diferente; ha rechazado a este hijo nuestro, un hijo engendrado con amor, con deseo, aunque no buscado. Pero estas cosas ocurren cuando se es tan promiscuo como lo somos nosotros. Sé que se volverá loco al no encontrarme, pero creo que debo hacerlo y lo haré #FiftyShadesFreed
TRANSLATE:
The feeling I feel is overwhelming. It is disappointment, it is feeling that we take a step forward and go back three. It is frustrating to know that whatever happens she will always know, even before me. He does not realize that she is my enemy, that we both hate each other. I would like to ignore it, but it is the same Christian who makes it not so. Unintentionally I opened his mail and I understood that he has been with her, and with her he has gotten drunk, instead of being at home, with me, talking about what happens to us.
Without being able to avoid it I have looked for more emails, which I do not find, but that does not dispel my doubts. I take a decision: since he has preferred it to her, I will not sleep with him. That he is alone in bed, when tomorrow dawns. Never had something so serious happened to us, except when we broke up. But this is different; He has rejected this son of ours, a son begotten with love, with desire, though not sought. But these things happen when you are as promiscuous as we are. I know he'll go crazy not finding me, but I think I should do it and I'll do it #FiftyShadesFreed
Autoría del relato: 1996rosafermu. Basado en la trilogía de E.L. James, Cincuenta Sombras de Grey
Ilustraciones: Capturas de Freed
Editado en: Fifty Forever Official Facebook Group. Juklio ¡, 24 de 2018
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